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Thu Jul 16, 2009, 9:27 PM

_{_{OK. so im not perfect, im not exactally what you want me to be!
but do you really expect im going to be perfect? IS ANYONE IN THIS WORLD PERFECT?
no, noboday is ;A;
im just gonna point out every fricken flaw i have, ok?!
WOULD YOU LIKE THAT, HUH?
yeah, sure i tend to fight alot, virbally and physically, but do you think i enjoy it?
do you think i enjoy when someone is mad at me? do you think i actully mean to make you mad at me? because, i dont. i really dont.
and when one of my friends are mad at me, or i made them sad..or something
I FEEL BAD FOR THEM BUT I KEEP IT IN BECAUSE I DONT LIKE LOOKING WEAK
i know i shouldnt, but theres one flaw i have ;__;
I know i complain alot, i know that i fight alot, i know i tend to hurt people without even realizing what ive done, and without even knowing, and the one thing i have trouble saying to them with actual meaning is
im sorry
but here and noa
i dont have to say sorry, because its not my fault that im not perfect
its not my fault that your hurt easlity
its not my fualt that you get angry easily
surely im going to feel bad for a while, and im never going to forgive myself for hurting you but i still move on...
even when you move on the pain still stays there and can eat you alive but if you know that you can do it, if you know that every waking moment there is someone out there in the same situation, and still moving on...
you too can indeed move on
I know most relationships end sometime when your younger, but i wasnt help myself to be sad...especially when you think that the other person could be the one
even friendships, it really hurts when you loose a friend..from them just not wanting to be your friend from popularity or something..or even to death, but we all still move on.

i can say rite noa, honestly, i have a few friends going through hard times, just like me. sometimes, we feel like the worst thing ever is happening to us..but if you look around....all of us are going through the same thing...everything that happens, it either leads to happiness, or pain.
usually its pain and some of us just feel like completely giving up, and mostly younger people in there teenage lives, but they dont think about all the people who are going to miss them...they dont see what there going to miss out on
ive thought about death before, ive thought of what it would be like to commit suicide and i am never going to. i never want to, because i have my friends..who love me very much...and most of my family too...

cutting is a big no no
once you get started, i understand its hard to quit
and you get infections too
ive never put a blade on my skin EVER
ive had my family think i was cutting myself, my school...
but what really hurts is one of my friends actully thought i was cutting myself
even though i told him i wasnt..he didnt beleive me...
it really hurts actully

but i can move on

thank you to whoever reads this
i hope that i helped

p.s. yes ~JoeyBarr and other friends, i am emo
happy i admit it ;3
and you can call me it all you want and i dont care
ill get over it

most teenagers are emo
but not all of them cut themselves
i dont, because im emo as in emotional
i cry alot c:
over stupid stuff too ;D

glad i got that off my chest
c:

<3 katie (the unperfect)

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*Dinner-person01 Jul 16, 2009, 9:31:20 PM

D: Wow,

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!xM0RPHINE Jul 16, 2009, 9:37:28 PM

Good for you. I thank you for saying this. e u e

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=frostyman2294 Jul 16, 2009, 10:07:51 PM

yaycomment

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~sinenV Jul 17, 2009, 7:49:28 AM

This mainly about me?

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~Qara Jul 17, 2009, 9:39:30 AM

*hugs* i agree. ^.^ *hugs* Hugs for all us Emos (<.< I no cut either)

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~Sukoshi-Okami Jul 17, 2009, 1:04:07 PM

_{everyone gets mad, it's only human ^^}

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!xXRyRy-WolfXx Jul 17, 2009, 1:59:19 PM

D':

i dont care what u think about urself ur still my awsome sis!

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~Neon133 Jul 17, 2009, 7:06:49 PM

nobody is perfect not u not me not anyone

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